i am giving up.. right now.. on everything... whats the point anymore? there is no point.. so many broken promises.. people telling me that they will be there for me.. and then not.. people want to know why i am being so "emo" lately... but i cant tell anyone.. its confidential.. i wish i could.. because then maybe i wouldnt be so self absorbed.. but right now i just feel like screaming "FUCK everyone"... but then no one would understand.. so i guess the best thing i can say is i am sorry..